Monday breakfast with lucas.
Stupid teck hwee-.-
Say wanna eat breakfast in the end he forget set alarm-.-
Ate at old airport road and we ate a huge tub of ice cream on the way to school
( Look up! )
But it was already melting when we opened it.
Lol.
Best way to cure a broken heart is by eating LOTS OF ICE CREAM:D
In the end i stomach for quite awhile:/

Tuesday on called cab during mrs cheng lesson:P
Ran down to parade square and board it.
Rushed down for the guys match and watch only 2mins of it.
But nevermind, worth it:D
Alex sent me to town to cut my hair.
This time i went to urban hair nd the gay hairstylist who
cutted my hair is damn handsome.
Haha.

Yesterday was training and i'm dead beat.
Met alex after that and bus-ed with him to HB.
Bought dinner and i cabbed to jurong to pick my bro up.
I was really happy(:

Am not in school now.
Went to the doctor and guess what?
He said i cannot play sports for 3 weeks-.-
Great, competition next week.





Yeah, push me around like a ball.
Won't care about how i'll feel.







Went out with my couz yesterday(:
Omg, she's like so bimbo and we were so retarded:D
HAHAHA!
We did so many things like running away from a scary old man,
walked in TCC and thot that they only have a small shop,
almost going up the wrong side of the escalator( she fucking gave me a scare-.-)
Love her much man:D:D:D
Actually wanted to get my haircut yesterday but i had to wait freaking long
although i made an appointment.
Made me so angry can.
Ate high tea at marriot hotel with my mum but i ate super little,
she say i waste money:(
Walk over to FEP to meet lucas awhile cause he was bored waiting for his dad
to colour his hair.
Damn cute right? Bring daddy to a salon. Laughs.
Soon Qien came and he left to meet his cousin.
I'M SO HAPPY WITH MY FINDS YESTERDAY. *GRINS*
Can't wait to meet Qien again.
One picture outta the so many we took.
I'm off...

Labels: I've changed haven't i?

I'm finally updating a proper post.
Hmmm, school's getting better and better.
I like my class(:
There's so many weird? people and cute ones!
Haha.
And i've finally found people who lives near me and have a life:D:D:D
Haha.
Had detention yesterday but it was alright.
Had teck hwee and nigel to keep me accompany.
Lucas came halfway to join us.
Haha.
Played a little ball after that and i went back to shower.
Left for bishan to meet lucas.
Goodness-.-
We waited for teck hwee from like 9 till almost 12!!!?
He still can say he watch sharkman-.-
And poor us have to walk for that 2hours plus.
Meet tk at srgn and we took bus for supper at jalan kayu.
CURRY FISH HEAD!:D
Been craving for it for a long time.
And stupid lucas took my green apple away and tk is his accomplice!
Went home around 1 plus and my nice mama came to fetch:D


why do i feel i've changed?




Yep, i guess things are back to square one now.
And i'm realy really really very tired of trying more.
Hmmm, suprisingly i'm feeling quite alright.
I've been too busy to think about what's going on or him yesterday.
I had real fun yesterday and i ate a HUGE piece of my favourite strawberry shortcake(:
I've anticipated this day to come since the time i got back with him.
I'm a brave gal now, haven shed a tear since friday night.
I guess cause it wasn't really love that i wanted him back.
It's just the familiarity, the comfort he could give me, and an arms for me to cry in when things are going on rough for me.( Nevertheless, i've loved you greatly once)
It's been 3years, 3 very long and i can say fruitful? years.
What i've learn from this relationship made me a stronger gal and i've changed for the better( although it's for him) BUT I STILL CHANGED(:
Still abit loss now cause i've lost someone that i can confind in no matter,
embarrassement, happiness, sadness but i'll live with it.
Things will be better and i'm sure of it(:
What you've said in that very last phone call was truely hurtful.
I didn't know you've looked at me in that perspective for so long.
Oh well, love changes right? Accept it and move on.
So here i am, thanking you for everything you've given me the past 3years.
I hope you will not forget the times we shared together, sad or happy, it'll be a memory for us to remember next time.
Our first ever serious relationship.
10/07/07 a beautiful day to remember.
From the bottom of my heart,
thanks for everything Alex Lee Chin Soon.




Woah, 2009 passed like a breeze.
It has been aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bad year:X
I have much to say, much to recall.
However, all ain't good memories and
i wouldn't want to remember any of it.
I want 2010 to be a better and happier year!
I don't want to drift away from my friends.
And i thank all those who were nice to me(:
A new year, a new start!
I WILL START AFRESH!(:


PS: Many are asking me to update my dead blog and here i am! *HINT NINT*




Back from taiwan(:
Next up, Japan:D:D:D
Not gonna update any soon.
I think i'm gonna close my blog.
See how bah.
Haha.
Ciaos(:




I'm back from HongKong(:
I HAD SO MUCH FUN THERE!!!
Lol, damn relaxing.
Al i do was eat, sleep and shop.
I shopped damn aot. But mostly winter clothes for my japan trip.
Haha.
And i notice something,
HONG KONG GUYS DAMN HANDSOME!!!
Like seriously,
everywhere i go, everywhere i look.
There'll be handsome guys around.
And their complexion super good.
Haha.
It's been long since i look at guys okay!
Haha.
Photos will be up on facebook soon.
Lazy to post here.
Maybe a few though. Haha.


I feel damn stupid, fucking stupid.
There you are living so happily and not feeling a single shit at all
and here i am dreaming of you and thinking of you so often.
It's been almost a year yet i'm still not over you.
Who the fuck are you?
Seriously can't be bothered with you anymore-.-
He's much better.