Monday, June 20, 2011

SHINee - Jojo

I know that

( My baby, I love you)
I gotta get over you
That’s right, that’s right
( My heart)

Look, just look at that look
She’s almost like me, saying how it’s easy to forget
I don’t want to believe it

(Oh ah) A restless night
I’m so sick of my head hurting
I get on my knees,
Hit my chest, and even if I cry,
Can something that can’t be done be done?

JoJo! When the sad music flows
I think of you (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I erase
A heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! I get trampled by both of your eyes
I, I was blind

So many nights, I wonder why
What can I do to make it right?
Everything will be all right
So JoJo, just tell me why

I don’t want to cry (Oh, ah)
My abandoned heart gets scratched deeply
I’m so sick of my head hurting

JoJo! When this bitter music stops
I want to send you away (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I, why can’t I
Erase a heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! I don’t know y-yet

Baby JoJo, do you know?
The heart here is also cold!
Baby, baby, why did you leave?
I cry and become exhausted
Waking up from a dream

JoJo! When the sad music flows
I think of you (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I erase
A heartless you (Oh oh oh)

JoJo! When this bitter music stops
I want to send you away (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I, why can’t I
Erase a heartless you (Oh oh oh)

<3 12:33 AM.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Sometimes, i feel that life's tough this year.
Though i'm much happier, much healthier but regrets there are.
Not studying hard and skipping school for almost a year and a half just because of a failed relationship, causing so much unhappiness to my parents/family.
Having to catch up so much to be able to take my O's the end of this year, it's really not easy.
Plus being in a shit school with shit teachers, it's even harder.
School 6 times a week, going to the airport to study every sunday.
Gosh, never would i expect myself to be studying so hard, never.

Sometimes i really wonder,
What if i handled our break up properly? Will i still be in chung cheng? Will we still be good friends?
Lots of question marks in my head.
But one thing for sure, i know i've learnt/grew up a lot since then. I've gain lots of things too.
True friends, how much love my family really has for me, becoming less spoilt and becoming a better person.
I guess it's all worth it?

<3 1:04 AM.