I suddenly felt that the old Yi Ling is back since yesterday. Like seriously! Since a long time that i felt SOOOOO good with a calm feeling(:
Like everything is alright but actually it's not.
Everything that i'm thinking now or whatever that are bothering me are still the same old problems HOWEVER now, i can chose to ignore it and seriously be happy.
Like really,aiyaaaaaaa, don't know how to describe it, but you all know that kinda feeling right?
Those who've known me before i got together with alex or in primary school will know what kinda heck-care attitude i have and the '' You dont care? I also dont care '' attitude.
Woah, FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!

Btw, ever met a man who doesn't even want his own baby? Flesh and blood? Even though his wife aborted the baby for him, neither do care about her health nor is he worried. How heartless can that man be and what a jerk that man has to be.
Just saying cause i read a magazine and i felt for it. BABIES ARE SOOOO CUTE! WHY DON'T ANYONE WANTS THEM? Give me if you all don't want, i'm more than willing to take(:

Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato


I throw all of your stuff away

And then I clear you out of my head
I take you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I celebrate when we got through
Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause I break down
Everytime you come around
O Oh O Oh


So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Part of that joy I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think to find now I know
Cause here we go go go again


You never know what you want
You never say what you need
But I start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't Be With Or Without You
O Oh O Oh


So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go

Cause here we go go go again

Part of that joy I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think to find now I know
Cause here we go go go again

Ohhh
And Again (And Again)
And Again (And Again)And Again
I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
O Oh O Oh
O Oh O Oh


So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Part of that joy I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think to find now I know
Cause here we go go go again
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Here We Go Again
Here We Go Again
Again again again and again and again
And again and again and again



Here's a pretty nice song that i've been listening. Go and listen if you all can okay!?
Haha. I'm sick now. Fever that's been on going since friday? Flu and sore throat after that-.-
Should i go to school tml? And my dad is an assssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
Haizzzzzzzzzzz:( I miss my mum:(:(:( Hurry back mummy!<3

All stars today.Was like crap. I totally screw up! Oh well, it's okay.At least i made new friends(:
Saw many good players. Ate at New York New York after that we Qi En and their head excutive chef of asia came and flirt with us-.- BUT! it was damn good cause he's gave us complimentary food and gave us his namecard and ask us to call him if we're going to any New York New York branch and he'll give us a discount:D Awesome much right? Brandon said he could be our sugar daddy! Hahahaha.
Okay and then hell came. Arghhhhh, i really wanna go.Why can't you just let me do it? Freakkkkkkkkkk-.-
As each day passes, the more worried i get.I hope it's not true:X I don't to be....................................

Bad Romance ringing loudy in my ears, tapping to the tempo with my hands and foot, screaming loudly to the music although i can't hear what i'm singing. All happening in the car with my mum and sisters at 3AM in the morning<3

I LOVE MY MOTHER LOTS

LOTS LOTS!<3
Like seriously, she's been there for me whenever, wherever. I've nothing to hide in front of her and when i say nothing? It's really NOTHING! Like, we can talk about anything, even things you wouldnt thought of talking to your mum. She's in taiwan now and i really miss her, terribly.( I'm tearing and typing this post cause i just talked to her on the phone and i told her how i felt today)
No matter how strong a person is, when night falls, it's hard to escape the lonesome and silence.
I miss having you by my side, so much that my heart aches. However, it's just a habit, i really feel i don't love you any longer. I need time.


Watched Alice In Wonderland today with Wong, Dong and Rae Rae(:
They went crazy when we went for dinner after the movie. Pictures will be up later on.
I'm so tired cause i slept at 8 in the morning and woke up at 12:(
Out for the whole day and only back nearing to 11.
God, i'm dead beat.
Apple here i come zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!

Yeah unlocked my blog like finally.
Woah, almost midnight and i'm just home.
Was really crazy tonight.
Love freedon, love being myself:D
Update a proper one soon:D

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