Mr.lee stayed overnight ytd:D Was super damn nervous asking his parents but his dad replied a ok just litat.. Haha.. Sososososo happy:) Than we played 3 person mahjiong with my sis and she kept ka chiao-ing him and keep laughing at him.. Haha.. Poor boy.. Slpt at 11plus till 10 litat ba.. Woke up and washed up and he went home.. Got ready and ate in jade palace and shop till 5plus.. Was on the car when mum smsed the 3 of us and asked where were we.. 2nd sis suggested that we told her we were at different place.. Haha:) Oldest sis at vivo with her bf, 2nd sis at pasir ris and im at changi cleaning beach:P HAHAHA:D So funny.. And my mum really believe.. So funny la.. In the end we eneded home at the same time.. Haha.. Nw home and gonna eat prata leta i think.. Haha:) Charles ppl:):)

<3 7:08 PM.

Haven been blogging for a few day.. Had chinese oral on tuesday and we took alot of photos.. Lazy to post them up but michelle willbe posting soon i think.. May be abled to catch some on her blog ba.. And ppl please vote for the photo.. Personally, i think its a boy:P Haha.. Ended at 1.15 ytd but i had to wait for mr.lee till 3.. Its a long wait.. Came home and did homework.. He did but not me:D Haha.. Today i didnt go school cos i couldnt wake up.. Woke up at 11plus than read book till 2plus.. Went to hougang point with my dad sis and bro.. Ate and blahblahblah and reached home and watched tv till now.. Haha.. Tats all for today.. Post soon.. Bye world..

Labels: PS. I love you..

<3 8:40 PM.

Vote! Look alot like boy right hahaha. Helping 10 post lol :D

<3 7:11 PM.

Went to town as usual today for my bro's lesson.. Homed and here i am blogging.. Didnt go for training on wed and stayed back to play bball while waiting for alex to end training.. Had training on ytd.. Had some disney channel audition and it took up the whole training.. But i didnt go sch but i went oni for trn and long lay na kp me call my mum oso.. Lucky ms mong understanding.. Love her la.. Thanks ms mong:) After that stayed back for lantern fastival and thanks roi for the food:) But i only played ball for awhile than go home le.. Saw klinsmann though.. Dan ling was very excited telling me he was in school.. Haha.. Than homed and reached at around 9plus.. Boredddddd... Got to go soon..

Labels: Confused mind..

<3 6:35 PM.

Today's a boring day.. I sprained my ankle during pe.. Thanks jia ying for carrying my things and helping me:) Wasnt that pain at 1st but was worse when i got to class.. But after sch it was much better and i could walk normally but it hurts when i don walk.. Didnt go for recess and was xian-ing thru out the day till mrs long pms-ing cheered me up.. Haha.. Alex came to my house and we were supposed to study.. In the end both of us were too tired so we fell aslp.. Woke up at 7plus not realising it was so late.. Xian.. A day wasted litat.. But i love the feelings in ur arms:) Eating now and i want to train tml.. And there's netball interclass too:(

Labels: Waking up to find you beside me:)

<3 8:40 PM.

Time check:01.21am

Is being unable to sleep normal?? Do you feel the same?? Is falling asleep with tears in your eyes normal?? Do you feel the same?? Is thinking about you always normal?? Do you feel the same?? Not able to concentrate, having no appetite, getting mood swings.. Are all this normal?? Do you feel the same?? A gal will know if a guy is truthfully faithful to her.. Perhaps we should really end here.. Let time heal the bits and pieces of my heart and then i'll be myself again.. A gal who is independent, not afraid of loneliness and being used to going home alone in a bus without you.. I guess it all takes time.. Do you think time will help me?? Im trying hard to forget.. Really.. A day and 3mins without you.. On the way of getting used to not having you.. Blessed me, will you??

Labels: Getting used to..

<3 1:19 AM.

Met yue ying and kaline at serangoon mrt and change to green line and got down at redhill.. Was a little late and the rest of the team were already there..So funny.. As we were reaching kar wai called me.. Haha.. And yue ying and kaline phone rang too.. All were from the team and were asking us to hurry.. Dunno is yue hao not.. So qiao all at the same time.. HAHA.. After that walked to Bukit Merah sec and played with friendly with their Bgals.. We won them 80plus ba.. That no.11 is so damn bitchy bimbotic jiao bin and alot alot of things la.. So damn no sportsmanship.. Play what basketball sia.. After that went vivo with kar wai amelia hazel yue ying jamie and chantel.. Yue ying went home and we went to eat at kopitiam.. I was too tired so i didnt really talked alot.. After eating me and kar wai went coffee bean to study.. Sat there for 2hrs plus but oni managed to do finished 3wks.. Cabbed and dropped Kar wai at her house and i was dropped at khs bus stop alone cos some ppl no time:( Than took 70 home and i slpt all the way home..Was so tired.. Gonna bath and slp soon.. Byee:)

Labels: Zzzz..

<3 4:22 PM.

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!

不值得:

除了想你除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记打开心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你
不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

Labels: 放弃爱你

<3 11:19 PM.

I had enough of what i'm going thru now.. Everything that are said before were lies.. I hate you for thinking that by giving way to me means everything.. And you always say i treat my friends better.. Like wat??? See for yourself izzit you that treats your friends better or me.. Especially gals.. This hadnt only been said by me.. Its what ppl had been saying about you.. And the tone u always use.. Is really getting on my nerves.. Your always talking to me in a loud voice yet u say ur not scolding me.. What shit crap is this?? If you get a girlf just to scold, i'm afraid you've found the wrong gal.. You can go back finding your bitches.. All those whose eyes are only used for staring people.. And if you want to find some1 to curb your ****** desire, go ******* man ASSHOLE!! FUCK SHIT IDIOT!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!

I HATE YOU!!!

Labels: Its all gone now..

<3 10:45 AM.

Haha.. I've been tagged to do a quiz and i didnt noe how to but michelle teached me so here goes:
Rule: Those who are tagged to do the quiz cannot refuse (-.-). These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person they were tagged by.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will kill him:)
2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
I would want to love someone as much as he/she loves me:D
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Having the man i love beside me..
4. Are you confused to what lies ahead of you?
Rather i thing:/
5. What's your ideal lover like?
He must be rich, handsome and tall.. Most imptly, he must be gd to me and love me lots:D
6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone, or being loved by someone?
Duh.. Being loved..
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Till my feelings fade for he/her..
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wait for him/her till my feelings fade.. Hahaha..
9. Is there anything that has made you sad?
Like duh..
10. Is being tagged fun?
I think so.. Haha..
11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
A perfect life that i've think of..
12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Him he you she her them they.. Hahaha..
13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
A crazy gal.. Haha..
14. Would you be rather br rich and single or poor and married?
Rich and single and i'll slowly find my mr. right.. Haha..
15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Find my bolsters, pillow, blanket, doggy and apple that have been kicked down by me:x Haha.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes i would..
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Happened before.. I would choose the 1 that i love more..
18. What type of friends you like?
Those crazy 1's i hjave now lor.. Hahaha..
19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Pangsei-ers and back stabbers.. Haha..
People to be tagged:-Fiona
-Kang sing
-Amanda
-Kar wai
-Yan zhan

Thats all for now.. Im so bored.. Back to blog soon i guess.. Byee..

Labels: PS. I love you..

<3 5:43 PM.

Had training today.. Haha.. Had a really busy morning just now.. Haha.. Took mrt to tampines and bused to junyuan sec.. Had friendly with them.. I was damn tired at that time.. Dunno why.. Think sang too much before friendly.. Haha.. Played 4 quarters i think.. Went tm after that to eat pasta mania with ee ling, yee nei, kar wai, jia ying, yan zhan and brenda.. I ate baked rice and its nice:) Than walked to interchange but didnt want to go home so me and kar wai went to tm to walked again.. Kar wai is so evil:) Finally see her true colours.. Haha.. Saw chakwa just now too.. And kar wai is sososososo childish too.. Like some kid in toy r us.. Haha.. Took 72 home and my sis fetched me from hougang point bus stop.. Thats all for today.. Byee peeps.. Haha:)

Labels: PS. I love you..

<3 8:41 PM.