Thursday, May 28, 2009

How wish i could get into an accident and lose my memory like this.. I really dont wish to remember what happened last time and how i feel.. Promise eh? You could do it even for your classmate and she even said you fulfil your promise.. HA HA! How wish i was just a classmate to you.. At least you treat them better.. It was heaven's fate that i saw that tag..... I dont even know why i went to her blog.. GOD! FUCKING STUPID AINT I? I really give up le.. Haha.. Not much feelings left.. Forget it then.. Haha..

<3 8:18 PM.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Excuses and excuses all over again.. Sickening dont you think? Negative thoughts are always flooding my head.. We've been together for almost 2years.. Remember when we first started out, we cant get enough of each other.. Every 10th of the month, i would be so happy that we've lasted another one more month.. I would be thinking ' How wish we could last long long and get married when we are older'.. However, what im thinking now ' How wish we could be like before, having you do so many sweet things for me and not getting bored of each other rather then lasting so long but things turning out so bad'.. But i know, we cant rewind time and we'll have to face what we are going thur now.. However, i just cant understand why people do not treasure what they have now? Although Guo Jing and Huang Rong loves each other alot but they have to be seperated cause of many many reasons.. Give me a reason why people do not treasure what they have right in front of their eyes? Idiots i can say..

Labels: Can never be the same eh?

<3 9:25 PM.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

All i ever wanted was for us to be happy.. Gave up my day just to keep you accompany, cooked especially for you, made dessert for you but you left without eating it..

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!?

You're no longer interested in anything, nothing at all..

<3 6:41 PM.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Fuck you!!! Even my mum dont do that.. Who are you to do that!? You're not respecting my privacy by doing so.. You and you're husband all are so nosy.. Mind your own business will you!

PS: Although it's 100% that you will not see this, but still, FUCK YOU!

Labels: bitch

<3 10:51 PM.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Window spoilt recently. Can't close properly. Rained heavily last night. Woke up with a thumping heart. Like i was outside in the rain. Howling wind, loud thunder. My most feared. First person i could think of was you. I was crying with my blanky above me. All i wanted was you. But you're not the same anymore. If i start relying on you again, i'll be the one getting hurt. So i'm trying. I still love you. Lots and lots. I dont know if you know that im avoiding you. Only getting a call and a message from you a day wasnt what i was expecting. But forget it, i'll have to get used to it sooner or later. :( SCREW LIFE! :(

Labels: made that decision

<3 9:06 PM.