Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Many many things had happened and i really dont know what i can do.. Friends, enemies or lovers? I really want to let go, but it's really difficult.. It's been 2years since we knew each other.. Since the 1st day in chung cheng, there's been a you in my life.. You've always been there for me no matter what.. You've been my best friend and boyf.. I have only you in my world and my life was restricted by this commitment.. I do not have the freedom of going out with my other friends and up till now, i can say i do not have a true friend but yes, many are good to me but i have none that are true to you like your friends.. I'm not saying its your fault and i know being in a relationship, all this are needed.. Yes, i've let down once and i've regretted it.. But you've let me down many times since then.. I dont know what to say anymore.. I really cant take it anymore.. The pain is over bearing yet i know i have to get it over with.. How wish i've never met you in the 1st place.. Than i'll need to get through so much pain.. Nevertheless, i've never regretted loving you..

Things are getting better today but who knows, we are as unpredictable as the weather nowadays.. How wish we could get back to before.. Getting to you house everyday before 7, leaving before your mum gets home.. Coming to my house and staying in my room to avoid my mum.. Falling aslp in your arms, piggy backing me to the kitchen.. So many so many things, yet, they are all memories..

Labels: I've never treated you like a dog before..

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