Window spoilt recently. Can't close properly. Rained heavily last night. Woke up with a thumping heart. Like i was outside in the rain. Howling wind, loud thunder. My most feared. First person i could think of was you. I was crying with my blanky above me. All i wanted was you. But you're not the same anymore. If i start relying on you again, i'll be the one getting hurt. So i'm trying. I still love you. Lots and lots. I dont know if you know that im avoiding you. Only getting a call and a message from you a day wasnt what i was expecting. But forget it, i'll have to get used to it sooner or later. :( SCREW LIFE! :(

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