Thursday, August 6, 2009

I'm tired. Tired of hanging nowhere with no place of my own.
I just want to settle down and get things right.
Be it getting back or me finally getting over you,
i just want things to end.
Why can't you disappear from my life or me disappearing from yours?
Why let me get hurt all over and over again?
It takes two hands to clap.
If she's the one throwing herself at you,
why izzit that people are telling me you two are acting as one?
I know i should believe you,
but how am i supposed to when almost half of your class are telling me that?

I want to care no more.
I want to give this relationship up.
I want to let you go.
I want to end it here.
I want to be happy.
I want to be myself.
I WANT ALL THIS TO END!:(

Taking 30 to vivo,
taking the route we used to take.
How i wish the person beside was you.
But i know,
it'll never be you anymore.
Harbour front will never be my second home.

No more eating nice food all over the west side.
No more cycling in drizzles.
No more sleeping in your arms.
No more you coming over to stay.
No more cabbing to school for training cause we woke up late.
No more you when i have anymore problem.
No more saying our goodnight wishes.
No more swimming together.
No more sneaking up to my room.
No more apples.
No more our blog.
No more feng.
No more big big shirts to wear.
No more you carrying me in the long road to my house when i'm tired.
No more you holding my hand and leading the way.
No more you leading me to cross the road.
No more you helping to eat my leftovers.
No more wrestling till we both fall alseep.
No more tickling till all pillow, bolster and blanket drops on the floor.

There are many other no more(s) but most importantly,
there is no more you in my life ever again.
I'm saying bye to you once again.
However,
i'm serious now.
No matter how difficult it is,
I will hang in there.
Please give me courage.

I will miss you and thank you for all the pleasant and un-pleasant memories.

Labels: ex- dumbdumb's bidding goodbye

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