Monday, August 10, 2009

You said i've insulted you
But do you know what you've done today really hurt my pride and dignity?
I also have parents.
I'm not someone born to be treated like this.
女人生下来是来疼的
I admit i'm super clingy and i have a terrible temper
but i really don't deserve this treatment.
I just don't understand how can 2years of memories just be gone in a second?
I know you do not love me anymore,
i know we can never be like before anymore.
It's time.
You're heart is really dead,
mine too.
From all the things i've tried to do to get you back.
I won't bother you anymore.
You've said,
i'm the only factor that's making your life miserable now.
You don't know how much it hurt when you said all those last night and this morning.
Though i know you don't care anymore.
I've so much so much to say,
but i don't know where to start.
How wish all this are nothing but a nightmare.
How wish i can wake up in your arms with a peck on my forehead like how you always do.
No more.
I will still miss you and i don't know if i can forget you in the near future,
but i will really try my best.
I swear i will not look for you anymore.
I will leave you alone and let you be happy.
We can't be friends either.
You don't want and it will be too much of a pain to me.
I'll let go.

It could have been ' happy 25months darling ' today.

<3 8:57 PM.