Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Last chance?
Are you even giving me that chance?
You didn't bother to call me or send me a text
although i didn't contact you for 5 whole hours.
You don't even seem anxious or what,
I bet you were texting other people even though you were doing your work.
You said we should both try,
You feel guilty that's why you will agree.
Then shouldn't you play your part properly and be the same too!?
WHY IZZIT ONLY ME THEN?
I know i have NO right to be feeling this way,
cause i'm the one WITH feelings whereas you
DO NOT have feelings.
You're the big shot now.
I will just suffer in silence.
Cause i know if i say all this out,
you will not care about me anymore.
Yeah,
i'm scare to lose you.
I want your love.
I want you by myself.
I'm just a failure.
Although i know this isn't me but i'm still acting like this,
Why?
Cause at the end of the day,
i'm the one that is afraid.
Afraid of losing you.
I hate myself for being this way.
I want to be the one who doesn't have feelings too.
You shou;d know how i feel.
I've been feeling this way for 9months alr.
9 whole months.
I'm not like me,
i've never been really happy.

<3 6:35 PM.