Sunday, January 17, 2010

Yep, i guess things are back to square one now.
And i'm realy really really very tired of trying more.
Hmmm, suprisingly i'm feeling quite alright.
I've been too busy to think about what's going on or him yesterday.
I had real fun yesterday and i ate a HUGE piece of my favourite strawberry shortcake(:
I've anticipated this day to come since the time i got back with him.
I'm a brave gal now, haven shed a tear since friday night.
I guess cause it wasn't really love that i wanted him back.
It's just the familiarity, the comfort he could give me, and an arms for me to cry in when things are going on rough for me.( Nevertheless, i've loved you greatly once)
It's been 3years, 3 very long and i can say fruitful? years.
What i've learn from this relationship made me a stronger gal and i've changed for the better( although it's for him) BUT I STILL CHANGED(:
Still abit loss now cause i've lost someone that i can confind in no matter,
embarrassement, happiness, sadness but i'll live with it.
Things will be better and i'm sure of it(:
What you've said in that very last phone call was truely hurtful.
I didn't know you've looked at me in that perspective for so long.
Oh well, love changes right? Accept it and move on.
So here i am, thanking you for everything you've given me the past 3years.
I hope you will not forget the times we shared together, sad or happy, it'll be a memory for us to remember next time.
Our first ever serious relationship.
10/07/07 a beautiful day to remember.
From the bottom of my heart,
thanks for everything Alex Lee Chin Soon.

<3 12:44 PM.