Saturday, May 1, 2010

I know you can reply. It's just that you chose to or not to. Tell me who in this world will take 4hours or more just to reply one text and with only a few words.
To others, your text will be filled with smileys, flirtatious words and sometimes even disgusting stuffs. To me? One word or a little more. How long haven we really chat properly like normal friends? Even when i try to pretend to be normal and talk like how we used to talk before 10/07/07, it's all to no avail.
I just want to start afresh with you.
However, you still treat me like your enemy. Im just trying to help. You say nothing to say, fine by me. But do you have to give that kinda of reply. If you dont want my care and concern, tell me. I shall stop asking how are you and everything.
Anyway you have so many other people showing concern for you and not like you bother telling me what's happening in your life. I shouldn't even have felt painful for you. Not like you care even if i shed any tears for you just knowing something happened but not to you. I feel really stupid, crying over something that isn't suppose to have any connection with me.
Go on and be with them, i have nothing more to say. Anyway you never once uphold your promise. I've lost total faith in you. I don't trust you anymore. I **** you ! I will make the thing that you won't believe i will do come true real soon. If one day you dont see or hear from me, you'll know what happened.

And it's all because of your '' let nature take its course''.

<3 3:27 AM.