Sunday, May 9, 2010

Just played 2-person mahjiong with Cat ! DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU!
But super fun (:
Went to town earlier on and celebrated Moo's birthday.
I like him, he's a nice guy and most importantly, i know how he's feeling now:X
Hearing his story makes me feel :X:X:X:X:X:X:X:X:X
Sigh.
But they are a fun bunch of people :)

It's not you texting me every morning and asking me what im doing. It's not you whom im telling what i'm doing the whole day.
It's not you who i send my last text to before i sleep. It's not you whom i dress up for. It's not you who i receive a hug from and feel safe.
It's not you who ask me to sleep early every night. It's not you who ask me to close my curtain everytime i change.
It's just not you anymore....................................................

Remember there was once i was talking to you and i went down to look for food. I opened my cupboard to get a plate and a lizard fell out and i screamed and started crying. It was so loud that my dad who was sleeping upstairs came down and check? You were so nice then. You got so worried for me and kept shouting into the phone asking me what happened.
You sayang-ed me after that and put me to sleep. I felt so loved then.
Today, the same thing happened.
I WAS LIKE FUCKING FRIGHTENED BY THAT STUPID LIZARD.
However, there's no you anymore...............

Just some memories that came back. But i'm fine (:
It's just memories and it shall be(:

<3 2:12 AM.