Thursday, October 7, 2010

A primary school mate of mine just sent me a facebook message and here it goes
'' Hey miss Sng miss monitress miss prefect! It's your O's this year so work hard and good luck! ''
When i told her i retained, she asked me '' What happened? The last time i saw you, you were one of the best student. ''

Memories, it all came back. How i wasted that important year of my life.
Then stress came, what if i'd really get kicked out this year?
My parents, my sisters, my cousins, my ever supportive family.
How am i ever gonna answer to them?

* 6 am in the morning * In my mind, '' i need to study, i need to study, i need to study ''
* On table lamp and started doing math on my bed *
* Fell asleep on my papers *
* Waking up to do math again *

I am this desperate to promote, this desperate to proof to people i can do it, this desperate to not let anyone down.
Most importantly, this desperate to give myself one last chance to make a better out of the life i have screwed up.

<3 10:01 PM.