Friday, June 10, 2011

Sometimes, i feel that life's tough this year.
Though i'm much happier, much healthier but regrets there are.
Not studying hard and skipping school for almost a year and a half just because of a failed relationship, causing so much unhappiness to my parents/family.
Having to catch up so much to be able to take my O's the end of this year, it's really not easy.
Plus being in a shit school with shit teachers, it's even harder.
School 6 times a week, going to the airport to study every sunday.
Gosh, never would i expect myself to be studying so hard, never.

Sometimes i really wonder,
What if i handled our break up properly? Will i still be in chung cheng? Will we still be good friends?
Lots of question marks in my head.
But one thing for sure, i know i've learnt/grew up a lot since then. I've gain lots of things too.
True friends, how much love my family really has for me, becoming less spoilt and becoming a better person.
I guess it's all worth it?

<3 1:04 AM.